Feeling particularly inert this morning. Not down, not up, going through paces. Going back to bed under the covers sounds nice. No big trauma; lots of loose ends. Little motivation, discipline or inspiration. How’s that for a human moment?
Do saints get these lulls, or are they always in the light of bliss? Or in the pains of martyrdom and suffering. Dunno.
But if I surrender, I am more teachable. Even if my heart is dull and snotty, if I open my eyes and watch what is around me and see the next right action come right up to my feet, I can witness the grace of gifts that are ever-present.
Gratitude, that’s what will be my day today, filled with appreciation of the little things: a big warm sweatshirt, little notes from family and friends, fingers that work on the keyboard, a glass of milk, a happy healthy house. The little things will guide me today.