Soft courage

Sometimes I seem to have too much courage, but it is really more like resistance and frustration.  I tend to push and insist.  What I seek is courage to be patient, to wait until the next right action comes right up to me and move my hands automatically.  I pray for the ease and stillneess to watch the river of events and reach out for the perfect ripple to caress in the waves.

I can’t change the river–the flow, the power, the majesty, the terror, the force or the beauty.  I can jump into it and let the swirling rapids take me away in whirpools of frantic bubbles.  I can claim an unsinkable raft made by my faith, fashioned by conscious spiritual contact and travel to astounding countries along its sweeping course. 

But my practice and my earnest hope is to sit in fascination at its infinite endlessness.  I am of the Tao, immersed in the Way, breathing Spirit, leaning on my Dear Divine Friend and thrilling to this human brilliant day.