What would it like to be truly present at every moment?  They say that eternity is in the very moment of “now.”  So would it like being in spirit completely?  Could someone handle destitution, hunger, heartache, inertia, pain or imprisonment with the same bliss of deep meditation?  It seems to be a good metaphysical theory if we are truly human and spirit combined.

But the human part of me is extremely skeptical.  Sure, yeah, I’m FINE.  And we all know what that stands for (Freaked out, Insecure, Neurotic and Emotional).  As a human merely being, I am continuously stuck on a rollercoaster moving.  Perhaps moving in spiraling, dizzying circles, but focused on the next turn and remembering my experience on the last turn.  It is a challenge to enter each turn with that beginner’s mind.

Maybe in this very moment, if I set aside past and future, I can deeply feel the motionless river in my heart of my True Love.  It keeps me coming back here.  Now.