Heart Pumping

My heart has been pounding recently.  Like palpitations or excitement it seems to beat hard against my ribs.  The human barking dogs in my head are certain that I’m having a heart attack and I’m going to die.  But that hasn’t happened.  Other voices insist that it is time to completely give up caffeine.  But the addict in me says–Why live without caffeine!?!  So that’s a useless argument.  She’s given up so much already.

My chant to my heart now is: Opening opening wider paths of bigger and bigger circulation of good.  I am opening my heart, my chest, my love, my life as a huge path of supreme goodness.  My body is now a tuba instead of a flute–with a deep full 300 pound breath that comes from the widest galaxy through this expanding strong and powerful human-Divine instrument.

This tiny violet body opening opening opening to channel the most exquisite eternal universe of Her Love.