And
then the frozen fear takes over and aids the procrastination, the I don’t wanna
do anything, the mule the digging in of the heels, the want to just take a walk,
can I just take a walk?

Never enough time.  How can I believe–what’s the opposite?  I have
plenty of time to choose the right next action. 
I have plenty of time to handle the next right task. 

I have all the time in the world to sit and
envelope myself in the divine, as the Divine is endless and laughs out loud at the mere idea of time.