Faith while lost

So something is going on, I feel lost.  I know I’m not lost, I know that I’m in the hands of the Divine at every mini-second, but this human life can be hard sometimes.

If I could keep the idea of the Divine living through me, I’d be in delight at every second–trees, keyboard, keepsakes, breathing, hair, walking, seasonal changes, feelings, thoughts–all a human joyride.

But then I get trapped and ambushed by the illusion of reality: fear, worry for my children, stiff and concrete back and neck muscles, insufficiencies, making mistakes, stumbling and even simply oversleeping because I didn’t set the alarm right.  These little things can set me off.

Sweet Heaven, whisper your love to me today.  Show me the delight of your Creative Hand in everything I do, everything I see, hear and simply AM.