Dissipation vs. dissolution.  Succumbing to the darkness or dissolving into the Spirit.  Well, that smacks of duality, Mr. Tao Teacher.  Being genuine.  Human, balanced in matter and heart-soul.

Yeah.  That’s as easy has carrying water a mile in my hands.  Or winning a fight with old memories and myths.  Or reminding myself how dear and loved I am in the cold quiet apartment before dawn.

Good thing You are here.  Sitting on the bed, playing with my teddy dog, giggling at my soppy tearful morning about nothing. She reminds me that I wanted to play this human game, and She told me there would be days like this.

So off to the races.  Even with the story of a sodden heart, the car is ready to roll.