It is truly weird to know that no one, actually is reading this now.  The site is down, snafu.  My aim in writing is and always was to transpose the harsh human morning into a Divine gift.  So anyone reading is extra.  I’ve been called to offer the world Her Words.  Well, my words trying to open my stubborn stupid screaming idiot heart to Her words to share with you.

Not sure how well that works.  But here goes again.  In case my site ever goes live again.

So I’m out of balance.  Lost perspective.  Wanna crawl under the covers.  Seek for energy but don’t want to move an iota out of place to achieve it.  Grab for responsibility and then don’t want to respond.  Or begrudgingly.  What a pouty kid. 

I was taught to combat this kind of maudlin mess by doing something for someone else.  And then part of what’s happening now is that I’ve committed to a job that takes enormous time.  But in the job I work for others every minute.  Perhaps I’m being called to shift my vision.  I am there for a reason to serve the Divine by each tiny task I complete, begin, muddle through.

Oh Sweet One, energize me, shine through me today to show those who don’t know they seek You, how pure and lovely is Your Presence.  May I be the place today that you walk on the earth–warts and all.