pary today too

How can I pray when I am so human?  I am pissed because it is cold in this room.  I feel stupid because the paper doesn’t tear straight.  I doubt myself because I forgot something.  keep on laughing at these silly feelings that tempt me to dissatisfaction, anger and despair.
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Fill me with an endless day that defies feelings.  Or allow your grace to lift me just a touch above the earth, reminding me of your comfort and peace.

With a tiny crook of your finger, ask the nearby angels to play flutes and violins for me today in the backtground so when my material body roars to ambush my infinite spirit, and the marauding mind grabs me, the song of  goodness serenades me back to you.