Sometimes I rise to the occasion and surf the energy of the day. And other mornings I just sit with my head in my hands and can’t move or feel any urge. I don’t even want to go back to bed. Just sit and wonder what’s next–what will move me next.
I know that just sitting is a guaranteed way to recognize the next action–which is usually getting food or peeing. And I’ve prayed for motivation, inspiration and discipline and received that gift. Then I got too busy and crashed. So here I am seeking a new kind of balance.
Sitting in the fallow of the wave, watching the next right action come right up to my fingertips or feet. I can feel the Divine’s sweet breath at my neck with the music of Her giggle. She reminds me that all sorts of excitement is ahead–that we both already arranged.
“Enjoy the quiet,” She whispers.