What do the saints do when they get the doldrums? What does the Dali Lama do–does he every just get tired of prayers and meditation? What did Mother Theresa do when she got tired of helping the world?
Is it an emotional hangover from facilitating deep and busy changes at work? Is it just the wrong food for dinner last night? Do I just need sleep?
Maybe the only thing is to let compassion to seep into my tired bones. I allow my breath to bring in grace, move my body as it slowly will. I let the next right action come right up to me.
Today I follow my God nose–God knows the next step. She still whispers in my ear if I am still enough to hear about goodness, grace, light and easy comfort. She will tickle my elbow and bite on my ear when it is time to jump up and speak.
I let Her lead today.