Why is it hard for me to make a decision?  Ok, so it involves lots of money–for me–and time, and a vehicle and a self-image and that balance between “practicality” and what I really want.  “Do what your heart says!”  Geez, I urge people along those lines all the time, but for me?  Is it co-dependency?  Being smart?  Wanting attention?

Who knows.  Who cares?!  If life is about making a good story, than go for the good story.  Somehow I don’t think that at the end of the day, the angel at the gate is going to say: “You know, that car was NOT fuel efficient! You’ll have to go back 2 steps.”  HA.  Yeah, more likely she’ll say: “Cool car!  We loved riding on the roof!”

And in any case, the Divine Best Friend has Her forehead touching mine, giggling and conspiring to enjoy this life through me with glee and style.  I may not have Her wardrobe, but this year is about claiming beauty.  Claiming beauty and letting it overflow.

You are so beautiful to me.  You’re everything I hoped for, you’re everything I need.  You are so beautiful to me.  That’s for me, for Her and for you.