After a decision is made, then there is the preparation for the actual action.  But sometimes the decision is made and there is months before action is required.  The low point when the tide has not quite turned.  The high point when the tide is at its height and sits covering everything before it polishes it back to fine sand.

A numbness to breathe into.  Watching and caring about me while nothing happens.  Until sometime builds up to happen again.  Sun slowly moves across the couch.  Hunger rises.  Duties call.

Here and now mystery of the universe.